willing victim

  I would go to school looking like this and my world would explode.  Everyone was freaked out by how I looked.  Personally, it didn't seem like a very big deal to me.  I just liked wearing skirts and acting girly, but for some reason the people around me went crazy.  Of course, non of the boys would have anything to do with me, but a few of the girls thought I was cute.  So mostly I would hang out with the girls. I was fine with being just one of the girls, but the hostility toward me kept getting worse until I got labeled a disruptive influence and got suspended from school.  Now things weren't good with my parents anyway, and as far as my dad was concerned, this was the last straw and he threw me out of his house.  So, I ended up on the road hitching rides. When I did get a ride, the person would feel sorry for me and take me to a restaurant to eat or to their place to sleep since I was never sure of where I was going.  I got picked up by a lot of doms who figured I was a su

  I did have the e-mail of the people who I lived with where I met Cardy and found out a few of them were planning a skiing trip to northern Colorado.  So, I asked them to pick me up on their way back to Massachusetts.   They arrived a few days later in a Volkswagen bus with seven other people crammed into it.  I paid my share of the gas and off we went.  There was also a dog and one of the passengers was somebodies' mother who looked frail and old.  We traveled non stop for almost two days and the somebodies' mother who was sitting beside me looked like she was going to die right there in the bus.  It makes for a tough trip when you only stop for gas and beer. So I got my old room back and was very popular telling everyone about my adventures as we gathered around at night to get high.  But once again I was in need of an income and started asking if anyone knew of a place to work.  One of the guys said his wife was the manager of a rock and roll recording studio where they nee