willing victim

  Cardy and I drove mostly in silence across the country to the University of the Wilderness.  He was still freaked out by what happened at the bar and grill awhile back.  Which was fine by me because I wasn't ready to tell him I was born a boy.  However, I do sendoff very feminine vibes because I was able to overcome my male ego.  All of us who are born with penises get labeled as male and receive all the brainwashing possible in the schools they force us to attend. I know Cardy is very attracted to me, and I love teasing him in spite of his fear of me messing with his mind again.  But finally, after a few more days of driving with this sexual tension so very thick in the car, we arrive at the University.   It is a very beautiful spot, and it makes me happy I made the trip. There are few females here who have already caught Cardy's attention, which takes the pressure off of me. At night we light a campfire, and a lot of the students get together to get high and talk about the

I live in this big old house with some friends of mine. I say friends but mostly I mean people who like my company and the rent I give them each month for the room I'm staying in. Also I help with the cleaning and cooking and caring for the young boy of the couple who own this place. There are other people who come stay here for a while and at night we all get together like one big happy family and try to get high according to our preferences. This particular night a new guy showed up, his name is Cardy. If you've read any of my previous blogs, you know I have a condition.  I was born with a penis but went through a female puberty.  Soo now I look, dress, and act like a girl but have a penis in my panties. "Hi Cardy, I'm Denise," I say as I'm introduced to this new dude. He is kinda cute and never lets the joint go by without taking a good toke from it. Then as can be expected, he starts to rap. "Well people, I'm heading out on a 1,500 mile trip with

     This condition brings about a lot of problems.  Even though I was born naturally with a penis and my body naturally started to produce female hormones at my puberty, I am considered, by most people, un-natural.  Fortunately, I have a stepdad who is very enlightened and has been able to help me with this condition. Even before my puberty kicked in, I was pretty much a girly boy.   I went to school looking like this even though I was labeled as a boy.  You can imagine the kind of teasing I had to endure.  But I never stopped presenting myself as I felt inside.  I just couldn't identify with the male image that I was supposed to embrace.  I remember one day coming into the barn before school in tears because I couldn't face the teasing that day.     My stepdad was filling up the manure spreader when he saw me with tears in my eyes.  I told him I couldn't face all the teasing today, so he took me by the hand and sat me in his truck and we took off for the school.     He sa

  I was born with a penis and was raised as a boy until I hit puberty. I always looked more like a girl than a boy and was teased in school because of it. Then at puberty I started to develop breasts and my parents took me to a doctor who found out my body was producing a lot more girl hormones than I should be as a boy.  He said he could fix it by giving me boy hormones but at this point, because of how badly the boys were treating me, I didn’t want to become one of them. Sooo from then on, I was raised as a girl, but once I left school and started working on the farm full time, it wasn’t such a big deal. I was very happy to find second life where I could dress up and be pretty and even have a pussy.                                We have a small dairy farm on 112 acres of land where we milk 40 cows. We do make a living from milking the cows but just barely. We use horses in the fields to make feed. Since we live in an area surrounded by Amish, they help us farm since we also u