Growing up as a Girly boy

 

I would go to school looking like this and my world would explode.  Everyone was freaked out by how I looked.  Personally, it didn't seem like a very big deal to me.  I just liked wearing skirts and acting girly, but for some reason the people around me went crazy.  Of course, non of the boys would have anything to do with me, but a few of the girls thought I was cute.  So mostly I would hang out with the girls.

I was fine with being just one of the girls, but the hostility toward me kept getting worse until I got labeled a disruptive influence and got suspended from school.  Now things weren't good with my parents anyway, and as far as my dad was concerned, this was the last straw and he threw me out of his house.  So, I ended up on the road hitching rides.

When I did get a ride, the person would feel sorry for me and take me to a restaurant to eat or to their place to sleep since I was never sure of where I was going.  I got picked up by a lot of doms who figured I was a sub, so sometimes I played the part but never really was much of a sub.

I was getting to the point where I needed a meaningful relationship instead of just play acting with the people I came in contact with.  But I found that most everyone was interested in superficial relationships.  One day I would wake up and be into guys.

Then the next day I would be attracted to girls.

And no matter which way I went, everyone was interested in sex.  My condition is such, that I was born with a penis but at puberty my body was pumped full of female hormones, which put a damper on my sex life.  I get off by turning other people on but don't seem to have the sex drive that my partners experience.

Then I was picked up by a she male who looked like a girl but also had a penis.  I was more of a girl than he was because my male ego had been beaten out of me when I was at school.  He still had his male ego, so I kind of slipped into the female role. 

Because of all my female hormones I had started to develop breasts which came in handy when you are presenting as a female.  My shemale friend took the role of my boyfriend even though, to the world, we looked like a lesbian couple.

My friend actually had a place and parents who didn't throw him out for being a shemale, so we decided to visit them and see if we were welcome or not.  They were kind of weird parents, so I could see how my shemale friend, Ralph, got to be the way he is.

They did let us stay but insisted that we pay rent.  So that meant a job of some sorts, which I had no experience with, and Ralph was even more unreliable than I was.  By this time, I was deep into my female role to the point I didn't attract hostile attention.

In fact, I was so cute now that I was able to make money doing video porn just for looking sexy and teasing horny men.

That made us enough money to pay rent but in the process of doing video porn I accidently turned on Ralph's father who was just another horny male.  Soo I could stand the horny virtual males, but living with one was not possible for me.

So it was back on the road again.  This time we took bus to a big city to see how well we can make out.  I was never much of a city gurl, but there are more opportunities here for an odd couple like Ralph and me.  Because we both looked like attractive females, hitting a bar and working over the crowd was our first order of business,

 Well, we all know what this leads up to and it's not easy for me when the guy takes me up to his room with the hopes of finding a vagina under my dress.  But I'm pretty good at not bringing attention to my condition while I try to get him off before my panties come off.

Then if I did it right, he needs to see me again and I tell him how my girlfriend and I need a place to stay, and his penis tells him to set us up with an apartment.  Mission accomplished.  After moving in, Ralph and I celebrated having a place to stay.