My new bf on second life

 


  I really needed to find someone who is aware enough to understand what I am trying to materialize on second life.  Recently I found someone who I am able to take down a path that I know is real but have been unable to share it with anyone.  The last time I was with my bf, he told me this, "In the imagination, all can be real,…if only the logical mind would except it. You and I exist as a couple in a world where there is no adversity, no pain, no responsibilities,… only the pleasures of being.   Soo I seem to be getting a little closer to sharing my awareness.



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