Another New Boyfriend

   I've been learning alot about male egos.  It seems some of them are very aware and this is what attracts me to them.  But I am becoming more aware of the fact that powerful male egos are dark.  They use their awareness to use people, and this is what my last bf was doing to me.  He worked as some kind of supervisor for the government and used his awareness to keep his government employees productive.  And so he was using me to keep his ego powerful enough to control the people who needed to be used by the government.  It took awhile and some pain to see the truth of what he was doing but eventually I was able to find a new bf and shit can him, lol.

  Now my new bf is a shemale on second life but I suspect his real-life male ego is very tortured and I am able to ease his pain.  And he is aware enough to know that I am responsible for his escape from being a victim.  Males who put on dresses and look pretty get tortured by their male egos and it is almost impossible to overcome this situation.  But I have overcome my male ego and this is why I'm able to make him happy when he is with me.

   It's been a month since we became bf and gf.  I am much better able to deal with the other male egos who are trying to use me and control me since I have a bf who I am relating deeply with.  And the pain and hurt these other male egos inflict on others comes back to them when they play their games with me.